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May 27, 2003
11:20pm
woo boy. so monday, i actually woke up on time. i tutored duke at noon first. then went to work and tutored for about 3 hours. came home and rested a little. cleaned up some more. cut up some strawberries and ate them. my parents came back and they took a nap. i slept a little too, especially after staying up till 5 am. i had a tommy burger for dinner too. hehe. good food. tuesday wasn't so bad. i sorta thought it was wednesday for some stupid reason. anyway, after work, i went to hip hop class. not very exciting. kinda normal.
May 26, 2003
3:49am
man, i dunno why i'm up so late. actually, i do... hehe. i just don't know why i'm more tired than i should be. so i shoudl recap since i last wrote. so saturday morning, my parents left for a little trip. they're taking a bus trip through arizona and eventually to laughlin, nevada. kinda like a mini vegas on the border of arizona, california and nevada. so they left and they called me to wake me up in the morning to go to work. i was already awake tho. so i went to work. so tired tho. kinda in a haze the whole time. but i managed. got to turn in my pay slip too. i went to hip hop class right afterwards. kevin told me that he couldn't hang out cuz his parents wanted him to do stuff to get ready for his new apartment. oh well. hip hop was fun. i lifted for just a little afterwards. wasn't really feeling it. afterwards, i headed to blockbuster. rented american pie 2. it's ok. i didn't think it was all that funny. after blockbuster, i went to get lunch. i bought food from Tommy Burgers. the greasiest food ever. so good. i had a double chili cheeseburger, chili fries, and a chili dog. so greasy. but it was so good. i wasnt' doing much so i took a nap. i didn't have a big urge to have dinner tho. i think the grease was weighing down my stomach. i watched some tv. later in the night, i headed to bobastation to meet up with briana and caesar. they got some video games there. marvel vs. capcom, bust-a-move, and ms. pacman. man, i never realized how addicting it could be. hehe. well, i hung out there for a while. came home, then slept. sunday. i didn't do shit. i woke up and ate, then went to the gym. working out felt really good today. after the gym, i headed to HK Market to buy some food. i ended up getting nothing there. i wanted to buy Jok Bahl (Pig Leg) but i couldn't find it there. i also wanted to buy some Bul Gogi but i couldn't find small enough portions of that either. so i just left. came home, showered and made dinner. felt like college all over again. but i watched the korean drama while i ate. i cleaned up a little. i folded the laundry, washed the dishes, and cleaned up a little. my room is still a mess tho. hehe. i chatted a lot. i needed some sort of human interaction. in fact, i've been chatting up till i started writing this entry.
damn. of all the things i listed in my to do list, i couldn't do much of it. or i just haven't. i went to the auto shop to buy bulbs but they were closed for the holiday weekend. so i couldnt' buy that. i dont' have enough videos to update bjunkyard with. argh. kevin's computer won't be ready till next week, so i'll have ot wait for that. gotta buy plane tickets. dunno where to get measurements for my tux yet. i did buy the yesasia gift certificates. i haven't developed my pics yet. *sigh*.
i learned a lot more about computer stuff again today. learned how RAID really works. sorta. still a little confused, but i have a better idea of it now. same with RAM and fsb and sockets. but chipset still confuses me. argh.
this weekend reminds me of something. i really dont' like being alone. i think it's my worst fear. i don't like watching movies alone. i know my dad does. i can't enjoy it without someone else there. that's probably why i haven't watched any movies lately. but being in the house all alone is just very weird to me. internet chatting just isn't enough. but at least it's something. i dont' like being alone. at least in berkeley, i had ppl around that i coudl just call and we coudl just simply hang out. i can't really do that here. all the people i know are too far. even the people from hip hop class aren't quite good friends just yet. oh well. at least my parents will be back tomorrow. at least when they're here, i can sorta talk to them. i'm glad that i have pretty good relationship with my parents. i know some people who can't stand their parents. i'm lucky i guess. still hate being alone tho...
that's enough from me for now. i'll probably clean my room a little then sleep. tomorrow will be a nicer day. i still have to work even though it's Memorial Day. blah...no biggie. at least it's work. work means money. money means good things for me. =D yes, i'm materialistic, but i also know the value of the dollar. *sigh* i just wish i didn't have such a need for money at the moment.
May 23, 2003
10:37pm
well, at least today was a little better than yesterday. so i didnt' do well on my chem test. argh. after the test, i took a nice nap. i really needed it. then i tutored for 3 hours. after that, i chatted with kevin for a bit. then went to hip hop class. man, ron put me in the front of the class today so i just kept going with the routine on and on. felt great tho. i ended up sweaty as a mofo. i tried to lift for a bit, but i was just sapped out of energy. i showered and went home to a nice korean dinner. mmm... i stayed up again to study for my bio midterm. man, it was hard to keep awake. i took that test, did my last lab (which was nice and short). i came home and ate some fried rice and took a small nap. my parents called me to wake me up. argh. i hate that... especially because it was one minute before my alarm was gonna go off anyway. i just wish they'd trust me more to get my stuff done. well, i tutored someone for two hours. then taught tkd. my leg was sorta feeling good, but then i sorta reagitated it again. oh well. easy drive home. tried to call people, but no one was picking up. so i came home. man, i have to wash my gear. it smells so damn bad. anyway, i took a nice long shower. my parents are getting ready for a trip for the long weekend. so this weekend, i'll probably be all alone. no biggie. nothing i can't handle. work tomorrow. hopefully i'll hang out with kevin or someone.
i'm watching The Replacements right now. it's a good movie. i liked it a lot better than people gave it credit for. i know, it has Keanu "Whoa" Reeves but it's still really entertaining. i've been watching this movie a lot lately. i think i have to download more. i need Shoalin Soccer too.
there are some stupid drivers out there. that's probably the biggest thing that bugs me lately. i've been driving a lot lately. also i didn't drive that much in berkeley so it's just different. spending more money on gas and stuff. anyway, so i made a right turn to go down my street. there was this lady pulling out of her driveway. she's already blocking both lanes. so i stop and she stops too. she looks at me as if i want to pass. i just wait there patiently. she doesn't move. WTF?!?! FUCKING MOVE!! she was blocking both lanes already. i can't move either. i wasn't even being mean or anything. i just waited there. finally i waved her to move. THEN she decides to move. gimme a break. if anyone should move, it would have been her. she's in both lanes and i can't go anywhere even if i wanted to. ugh. that's my little bitchfest for now.
well, i had my bitch session. i think i'll talk about something good. at least school's almost over. then i can take some time off and head to the bay. but i kinda miss the routine of it all. first and foremost, i like the money. hehe. i wish i could buy more stuff, but that doesnt' look possible at the moment. i haven't updated bjunkyard in a while. i should. damn. tests have been crazy. i've also just been lazy. but it's ok. this next week will be nice. class will be just review and i don't have bio until my final. so just gotta study till then. tomorrow is a new hip hop routine. i'll bet that last paragraph didn't make sense, but it's just a nice collection of random thoughts. hehe.
Things to do:
• Get new headlight bulbs
• Update Bjunkyard
• Make Computer for Kevin
• Buy Plane Tickets
• Get tux
• Buy YesAsia Gift Certificates
• Develop Pictures from E3
I know there's more, but i think that's enough for this entry. i shoudl sleep. tutoring in the morning after all.
May 22, 2003
11:22am
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!! fuckity fuck fuck!!! i just got back from my last chem midterm. i fucked up pretty hard. i forgot my calculator too. that just made it worse. i mean, i was already scared as it was, but then not having my calculator made me freak out even more. not cool. ugh. at least it's over.
yesterday, i woke up late. i did go to work. i had some cancels which were nice. i got to go home early. although i did kind of need the money. oh well. but i did study some more. argh. so i had this feeling that it was goign to be a hard test and it was. but the fact that i got there a little late and no calculator. ugh. i have to work today. at least that will sorta make up for the cancels yesterday. gotta work on friday too. lots of work. i hope i can help. argh. at least there's hip hop class tonite.
i was chatting and someone said he wanted to chill at my place. that sorta felt odd. i mean, i wouldn't invite myself over to anyone's place unless i knew them well enough. i barely know this guy. i don't think it's appropriate. i dunno. i just felt awkward when he said it. ugh. i'm still reeling from that fucking test... maybe i'll write more later...
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