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April 30, 2003
10:30pm
i'm kinda glad i didnt' have to drive to my dad's office today. i woke up later than usual. man, i felt just exhausted this morning. i ate a late breakfast and made a sandwich to take with me. i went out to the mall and bought some games. went into gap but there wasnt' much i wanted. i tried on a few things, but it made me look too skinny. there's a specific pullover i wanna get. anyway, i headed to work and had four hours today. i had a cancel in teh middle of my schedule so i got to have a nice break. i talked with kevin a bit. gave him Final Fantasy Origins. looks good. after work, Kevin and I talked again. its' good to tlak to him. anyway, i came home and hadn rice curry for dinner. ugh. chem test next week. gotta study. sorry for the short entry. but HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KEVIN HOURIHAN!!! oh yeah, i stopped by the post office today. hehe. i keep forgetting.
April 29, 2003
11:23pm
so it's been a while since i've written again. well, i was thinking and i wish i had more to say on my blog. i know i have to work on the content of my site as well, but i wanna make sure ppl have a reason to come here. if i were a cute girl, then i could just post pics and be a camwhore or something. but since i'm just an average guy, i guess i'll jsut do what i'm doing so far. besides, this website is more for personal reasons than anything else. i know that not that many people come here anyway. a few friends, yes, but i keep in pretty good contact with most of the ppl i know.
anyway, lets' see, after i soaked my leg in a nice hot bath on friday, it started feeling better. it's healing faster than my other leg, but i still have to take it easy. on saturday, i went to work in the morning. i had 3 students. i was supposed to have four. oh well. but it was a good day. i think it went well. i drove to the gym afterwards and had hip hop class. it was a bit difficult with a pulled hamstring, but i managed. i lifted a lot too. felt good. i came home and got a call from peter. so i didnt' go to the concert but that night, we went korean clubbing at bobo's instead. we went with pae and yong. fun stuff. got to see Park Jin Young, G.O.D, Bi, and Sung Shi Kyung. just a bunch of guy singers. they kept to themselves pretty much on the dance floor. the girls tried to dance with them, but they pretty much got ignored. haha. i thought that was funny. of course, there were a lot of girls in their rooms. some girl was drunk and she was behind me and she was wearing high heels. did i mention she was drunk? so she stumbled all over and the bitch fucking spiked me. well, in teh leg, but i had a pretty big welt from that. at least she was drunk. i'd rather think she's drunk than a horrible dancer. hehehehe. anyway, after clubbing, we pretty much went our seperate ways.
sunday was pretty boring. woke up late and went to the gym. really really good lifting day. also soaked my leg in teh whirlpool. man, my leg does hurt. i was thinking of going to bobastation to get a boba, but it got pretty late so i ended up not going. it's ok tho. i'll get a boba later. oh yeah, i talked to my friend that night at home after clubbing. she's the one who works at bobastation. oh yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, APRIL SUN!!
monday morning, i went to my dad's office to fix the comp again. it needs work, but so far, it's working fine. my dad asked if i wanted to eat with them. instead, i headed home. mom made food for me there. so i got home a little later than expected. i ate quickly and rushed to work. had a 6 hour day. so long. i thought i'd have a break because one of my students cancelled, but it got filled with another student. at least i'm getting money for it. but still... anyway, afterwards, i talked to kevin at his car. so he's looking into an apartment. that'll be cool. but the question of his girlfriend is an issue. oh well. drove home and had a really big dinner. mmm. food.
so today was a full day. went to chemistry and had a good day. felt longer than usual though but at least lab was short. got home and took a very small nap. very small cuz my dad called and started screaming at me about the monitor i ordered almost a month ago and we haven't received. those jerks. dont' order from sonicparts.com. their customer service sucks. anyway, so i had to go to work soon after. i tutored one adult and one kid from Mayfield. not bad sessions. the kid from Mayfield seems like he's struggling, but we did well. afterwards, i talked to Kevin some more. he signed the lease apparently. it's supposed to be a nice place too. i wanna check it out. i'll probably help him move in. anyway, i went to the gym. did a few sets for my back then went to hip hop class. my leg is better but i best not push it. afterwards, i did my usual lifting. felt good. i'm getting stronger. i can lift more. but i still wish i had someone to spot me. oh well. anyway, that's about it.
something i found somewhat humorous. in the bathroom in LAVC, there's something written on the wall that always makes me laugh. it says "Korean 4 Life" well, i started thinking about that and sorta thought "DUH!" i mean, if ur born Korean, doesn't that mean you can't friggin' change it? i mean, you can say that you're another enthnicity, but that doesn't change the fact that you're your own ethnicity. hehe. so i keep laughing to myself. well, i sorta thought about this more. there's a girl i met in berkeley who is korean, but she calls herself Japanese. why? because she was born and raised there. in fact, when i first saw her, i thought she looked japanese. but she calls herself japanese too. she barely knows any korean. so technically, genetically, she's still Korean. but she refuses to accept that as her "label" of her ethnicity and rather, she chose to define herself to others as being Japanese. if she told everyone she's japanese, then she coudl totally convince people that she really is japanese, but deep down, she's really Korean. very odd stuff. but yeah, i was thinking about this. odd. very odd.
i wonder if i should put pics in my blog. hehe.
April 25, 2003
10:35pm
things are looking up. so i woke up early and went to bio class just like i expected. i got my test score. 100% BABEE!!! so my raw score was 87% which was still the highest score in the class. but because i finished the study guide, he gave me 8 more points. so i was up to a 95%. but then because he thought i did so well, he gave me a perfect score. only one in teh class to get an A also. that makes me feel pretty good. hehe. i went to lab and i finished both of my labs in 30 mins. had a tommy burger for lunch. greasy stuff. but oh so good. after that i went to work from 3 till 5. not a bad session. i hope my student does well on her test. after that i drove to tkd and taught two classes. i pulled my hamstring in my right leg tho. hurts like a mofo. damn. first i pull my left leg and just when it's about to heal, i pull my right one. argh. hurts like a mofo. not as bad as the left leg was, but still hurts like crazy. i heard a pop again. not good news.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARTY!! so many birthdays.
so i might be able to go to the concert tomorrow. i hope i can. i really hope so. well, let's see if everything really is looking up. take care everyone. i need to soak my leg.
April 24, 2003
11:56pm
*sigh* well, i can't say i'm all that happy at the moment. today wasn't a bad day. i mean, things aren't all bad. chemistry was normal today. got to end really early tho so that was nice. ended like 2 hours early. got home, had lunch, tried to take a quick nap. but so many people called. i told a few telemarketers to put us on the dont' call list. hehe. anyway, i drove to Stepping Stones to tutor this one girl for 2 hours then one guy for an hour after that. so i calculated my next timesheet and it's gonna be nice. afterwards, i got to talk to kevin for a bit. then i drove to the gym. got to lift a few sets before hip hop class. hip hop felt much better this time around. i got to talking to more people there. i dont' feel so quiet anymore. i went lifting and talked to some other ppl. took a shower and had a nice dinner at home.
so i'm not in the best of moods. but that's ok. it hasn't lasted very long. but i got a message from a friend saying that he got tickets to the Korea Times concert this saturday. tickets that i've been dying to get but dont' have any. so saturday, i was hoping to do something, but looks like i'm doing nothing. no concert. can't go to the bay. can't hang out with kevin cuz he'll be at a concert in Palm Springs (or close to there). so i guess i'm gonna just go to work then the gym then nothign else on saturday. *sigh* fucking A. well, at least i save money. i guess that's the bright side. shit, i'm really not that optimistic, but i guess there's nothing else i can really say. i hate this feeling. i just wish somethign was goign on that i could do. i think i might hang out with sam and brian. but i dunno how long sam's gonna be around. and friday's are pretty busy. tomorrow i'm going to bio class, then lab, then lunch. then work for two hours, then teach a few hours of tkd. that's gonna be my day tomorrow. inside, i kinda wanna throw a tantrum. i know it doesn't solve anything. i just wish i didn't feel so fucking lonely. Marty's birthday is this weekend and i can't go to that either. shit. so much i'm missing. =l argh...
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