<center>2006.10.19</center>
<a name="39thmonthversary"><h3>39th monthversary</h3></a>
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<p>목요일 오후: 2day, i went w/ my cowerkers to a farewell lunch (4 some1 xferring out'f the grp) @ dynasty chinese restaurant. &nbsp; we ate dimsum. &nbsp; i avoided all land animal meats. &nbsp; i felt bad that i was hoggin' lots'f the seafud.
<p>2day's the beautiful <a href="http://www.friendster.com/203953" target="new">kaela hwang</a>'s n' my 39th wedding monthversary. &nbsp; kaela made a very good pt to say "happy monthversary" to me several times since midnite.
<p>i did <i>not</i> even <i>try</i> to go to the sunnyvale skate park this morn. &nbsp; i'm just givin' it a rest; i guess. &nbsp; well, i can't wait to hop back into the game asap. &nbsp; <i>maybe</i> i'll hit up the sunnyvale skate park <i>2morrow</i>. &nbsp; the weather's gonna be warm this wknd; 2 warm &nbsp; i don't like "indian" summer. &nbsp; i don't like it cos, altho' it might be hot durin' the day, it's still cold @ nite; so ppl get sick from the wide variation. &nbsp; i don't like that. &nbsp; i don't wanna get sick. &nbsp; i have <i>2</i> weddings to dj "in a row," i.e. 2 sats (saturdays) in a row. &nbsp; altho' this is very hektic; i guess it'd be <i>even more</i> hektic if i had 2 weddings to dj, 2 nites in a row, like sat n' sun or fri n' sat. &nbsp; dude, imagine if i had to dj <i>3</i> weddings, <i>3</i> nites in a row! &nbsp; like... if djing weddings were my <i>main</i> source'f income; then i'd hafta dj <i>many</i> weddings in order to make a living. &nbsp; dude, even if i djed 1 wedding <i>every</i> wknd'f the yr n' &cent;harged 2~3&times: what i &cent;harge these days; i still'd be <i>barely</i> making "a living." &nbsp; seriously! &nbsp; i mean... i know i don't &cent;harge much... i used to werk 4 much cheaper during college; but i'm still not chargin' much. &nbsp; i know i'm a good deal (as a dj)... a <i>great</i> deal.
<p>well, many pastors've mentioned in sermons that <i>where</i> or <i>how</i> u $pend ur $$$ tells the truth re: where ur heart lies/is/rests. &nbsp; u know? &nbsp; well, i noticed this wk that i finally managed to lower my monthly &cent;redit &cent;ard expenditure this month. &nbsp; how?! &nbsp; *shrug* i'm not sure. &nbsp; maybe it's cos kaela n' i haven't been going out 4 fan&cent;y dinners <i>so<i/> much these days. &nbsp; i mean, we had <i>a few</i> nice dinners lately; but i guess in the past, we used to indulge <i>waaaaay</i> 2 often. &nbsp; maybe cos i've been so bizzy w/ church n' kaela's been so bizzy w/ skool; we haven't had time 4 those extravagant meals. &nbsp; furthermore, i just hadn't been $hoppin' that much in recent weeks/months: like clothes, elektronic gadgets... i haven't been buying much'f those things. &nbsp; well, shoot; un4tunately, my $pendin's 'bout to go up cos'f the dsl order n' cos i bought that turtle b!+&cent;h (turtle beach) external sound card on <a href="http://www.jdoqocy.com/click-1728583-10389803" target="new" >buy.com</a><img src="http://www.ftjcfx.com/image-1728583-10389803" width="1" height="1" border="0">. &nbsp; i also wanna finally put in a <a href="http://us.yesasia.com/assocred.asp?G772PKRE+/kr/Korean/Index.aspx" target="new">yesasia</a> order... <i>finally</i>, after <i>all</i> tehese months. &nbsp; i've been thinkin' 'lot 'bout buying a kind'f neat/nifty (but overpri&cent;ed) winter jacket from <a href="http://click.linksynergy.com/fs-bin/click?id=hFit*7DqwsE&offerid=92500.10000020&type=3&subid=0" target="new">ccs</a><IMG border=0 width=1 height=1 src="http://ad.linksynergy.com/fs-bin/show?id=hFit*7DqwsE&bids=92500.10000020&type=3&subid=0" >, as i've  aktually mentioned here b4 (but u prob'ly didn't notice). &nbsp; 4getchu not that, in the retail world, <font color="#550000">christ</font><font color="#005500">mas</font>'s <i>just 'round the corner</i>! &nbsp; crazy, huh? &nbsp; <font color="black">hallow</font><font color="#ff9900">een</font> ain't even here yet; but malls've already been puttin' up their <font color="#550000">christ</font><font color="#005500">mas</font> decorations. &nbsp; neawy, that's been the trend 4 several yrs now, like it or not. &nbsp; well, how do <i>u</i> feel 'bout how <font color="#550000">christ</font><font color="#005500">mas</font> n' the "winter holidays" r comin' up so fast. &nbsp; okt(ober)'s flyin' by, eh? &nbsp; well, heck; i've managed to keep myself <i>sooo</i> bizzy this month: taekwondo, church, djing... &nbsp; it's been like a friggin' time warp, eh? &nbsp; "time warp..." isn't that some kind'f <i>rocky horror picture show</i> thing?! &nbsp; i 1nce went to c <i>the rocky horror picture show</i> when i was a sophomore or junior @ <font face="script" color="blue" size="+3">cal</font> n' found it disappointing not as much fun as it sounded like it'd be. &nbsp; it's like goin' to a basketball game n' cheering but just w/ a diff (<i>very</i> diff) crowd, i guess.
<p>neway, i realised a while 'go that i aktually $pend quite a bit'f my $pending budget on gifts 4 other ppl... like b.day gifts, etc. &nbsp; furthermore, i realised that i give more gifts out than i receive. &nbsp; however, i also feel bad that sometimes ppl give me really nice presents when i gave'em sumpthin' kind'f &centheap. &nbsp; *sigh* i dunno what to say. &nbsp; it's all in "the spirit'f givin'" not to expekt sumpthin' in return, rt? &nbsp; i guess so.
<p>yesterday or the day b4 or so, on the nbc <i>today</i> show, i saw a segment 'bout this 1 yale college grad who made this ridiculous video r&eacute;sum&eacute; 4 an investment banking job, where he pretty much boast n' brags 'bout doin' <i>all</i> these aktivities like (shamefully) taekwondo, ballroom dancing (w/ some chick in a bikini top), powerlifting, etc. &nbsp; the clips'f the video reminded me <i>'lot</i>'f the ol' tom vu infomercials that used to air late @ nite ('least in the bay area), where this middle.aged vietnamese immigrant bragged n' bragged n' bragged 'bout how he came to <font color="red">'me</font><font color="#555555">ri</font><font color="blue">ka</font> w/ no $$$ @ all but made a huge killin' off'f investin' in distressed properties (n' thus had swimsuit models partyin' on his yacht n' in his luxury convertible). &nbsp; ppl laffed their @$$es off @ that guy's infomercials; n' now, 'pparently, ppl'r rotfling over this yale dude's video r&ecaute;sum&eacute; that some employer posted on youtube. &nbsp; i haven't watched the full video yet but want to. &nbsp; i heard the dude's tryin' to <i>sue</i> youtube 4 this embarassment. &nbsp; well... *sigh* i dunno how to feel 'bout him n' his boasting video. &nbsp; like, in a way, i <i>really</i> feel ppl like this <i>do</i> need to be "taught a lesson." &nbsp; after all, that's 'xaktly what the interviewer or employer or whoever that posted that video on youtube was tryin' to do. &nbsp; however, "christian" in me feels compassion n' grace, n' then... u know... like, it's harder 4 me to ridicule this guy to death. &nbsp; @ the same time... well, in good fun; yah, i'd like to c the full.length video on youtube; n' yah, i'm sure i'll 'least chuckle. &nbsp; furthermore, i'm quite completely disgusted to the bone 'bout his taekwondo clips. &nbsp; dude, those were just <i>tacky</i>!
<p>well, in recent months, as u may've noticed, i've grown tired'f talkin' 'bout politiks, preferring to take a broader view'f life. &nbsp; however, man... whadya guys think'f this current situation w/ north korea n' their nukes? &nbsp; it's really interesting that all this north korea stuff's goin' on while the lo<font face="script" color="blue" size="+3">cal</font> <font color="#770000">ko</font><font color="#000099">rean</font> tv station's currently airing the recent kbs k.drama <i>서울 1945</i> (<i>seoul 1945</i>) that's 'bout ppl during the <font color="#770000">ko</font><font color="#000099">rean</font> war. &nbsp; it's sort'f like we're gettin' a glimpse into how the north korea / south <font color="#770000">ko</font><font color="#000099">rea</font> thing got started. &nbsp; do ppl think it's a conflikt btwn south <font color="#770000">ko</font><font color="#000099">rea</font> n' north korea? &nbsp; uhm, since i'm not good 'bout being edukated 'bout history or current events or nething; i can't say i know much; but isn't this <i>really</i> a conflikt btwn the <font color="red">u.</font><font color="#555555">s.</font><font color="blue">a.</font> n' north korea?! &nbsp; like, uh... why the heck'd north korea shoot a nuclear missle @ <i>south</i> <font color="#770000">ko</font><font color="#000099">rea</font>?! &nbsp; they'd shoot it @ <i>us</i>. &nbsp; uhm, isn't the u.s. in quite a big mess then rt now? &nbsp; like, just <i>how</i> likely is 김정일 kim juhngil (jong il) to do sumpthin' like that? &nbsp; if a country were to attack the u.s. <i>now</i>, who'd fight back 4 us? &nbsp; england? &nbsp; who else? <i>south</i> <font color="#770000">ko</font><font color="#000099">rea</font>, japan... who else? &nbsp; other european countries (besides england)? &nbsp; i dunno. &nbsp; i've heard that china's north korea's closest ally n' maybe the best country to tell north korea to put their nukes 'way. &nbsp; i can imagine so; but i also think that china should've done that a long time 'go. &nbsp; if china got north korea to stop threatening the u.s. w/ their nukes, then i imagine that they might expekt in return that the u.s. let them take over <font color="#005500">tai</font><font color="#ff9900">wan</font>. &nbsp; as u'd expekt, personally, i wouldn't like such an arrangement. &nbsp; ppl've sed that since china's gained so much economik power over the past decade, they really need to take on my responsibility in global politiks. &nbsp; yah... in a way, i think that's true; but, on the other hand, i'm very concerned 'bout <font color="#005500">tai</font><font color="#ff9900">wan</font>'s autonomy.
<p>when i watch footage'f modern day north korea as well as re.enaktments'f historik north korea; i wonder <i>much</i> 'bout what life's really like in north korea. &nbsp; 1nce, i was sittin' 'round w/ a bunch'f guys, like in ken's ol' cellfon store or somewhere, n' i asked, "u know how when u install windows, it sez u'r not 'llowed to use it in north korea? &nbsp; then, what <i>do</i> they use in north korea?" &nbsp; 1 guy sed that, well, they don't have 'puters in north korea 'cept in the military n' gov't. &nbsp; 'nother guy sed that, well, that's what "fckgw-rhqq2..." is 4. &nbsp; ha ha ha ha! &nbsp; rotfl! <img src="journal/graphics/frinkmug.jpg" alt="프링크 교수님"> &nbsp; in case u don't know; "fckgw-rhqq2..."'s the code that every1 used to install pirated windows xp pro (corporate edition) back when ppl used to build their own desktop pcs, cos laptops were 2 expen$ive.
<p>speaking'f expen$ive, so when'll kaela n' i have a chance to celebrate our 39th monthversary w/ a dinner sumpthin'?! &nbsp; this wknd's <i>booooooked</i>; booked <i>beyond belief</i>! (have i mentioned 'nuf how i'm aktually lookin' 4ward to nov(ember)'s arrival?) &nbsp; i hafta run a 5k 4 werk 2morrow, then have t3 light <font color="#ff9900"><a href="http://www.grx.org" target="new">grx</a></font> bible study @ nite. &nbsp; on sat, i have that wedding to dj. &nbsp; on sun, i have this big church event to take care'f, n' i <i>might</i> have some family funktion. &nbsp; next wknd's slightly lighter; since i just have that other wedding to take care'f... i've got the rehearsal dinner on fri n' the aktual wedding on sat. &nbsp; what 'bout takin' sooni to <a href="http://www.anrdoezrs.net/click-1728583-10413444?cm_ven=CJ&cm_cat=1584636&cm_pla=1728583&cm_ite=petco.com" target="new" >petco</a><img src="http://www.lduhtrp.net/image-1728583-10413444" width="1" height="1" border="0"> 4 her to enter the <font color="black">hallow</font><font color="#ff9900">een</font> pet costume contest. *sigh* that poor doggy! &nbsp; since i've been sooo bizzy this month, i haven't had as much time to hang w/ her. <tt>:-(</tt> [later] shoot, i just realised that the end'f the month's also the end'f the 0.25 4 me_@werk.com; so i'm, in a way, <i>not</i> looking 4ward to the end'f the 0.25 (eoq) cos i've got <i>deadlines</i>.<br><br><br>