목요일 점심: hi, how r u? seriously, lemme know. communicate w/ me. well, i'm ok. i still feel a bit sick but also a bit better. hey, 1 topik that i haven't discussed here but that u might've expekted me to is the execution'f stanley tookie williams. yah, u'd think that i, as some1 who writes 'bout political issues, 'd talk 'bout this; but i haven't. in gen'l, i'm 'gainst the death penalty, so yah... i would've sed not to execute him. @ the same time, i'm basical saying that, in gen'l, we shouldn't execute ne1. didju know that the ppl that he was in prison 4 killing were taiwanese immigrants? he shot them pt blank, n' they were elderly ppl. yah, it's sick to think ne1'd do that. tookie did apparently insist that he didn't do it, but... *shrug* that's what he was in prison 4 doing. *shrug* neway, i think it was great that he cleaned up while in prison. i believe ppl can clean up. i believe ppl can be "transformed," n' i believe in forgiveness. however, well, the state killed him, n' that's the story.
this morn, i couldn't find much to eat 4 brkfast. we haven't had much good fud 'round the house lately. it's a prob that's contributing to my low quality'f life, which i've mentioned in earlier entries.
[later] 오후: during my lunchbrk, i went home n' ate leftover 볶음밥 bokkeumbap (fried rice), which the beautiful kaela hwang cooked 4 dinner on uh... which nite? uhm, oh yah, mon nite. that's rt. i 'membered 'twas a nite when i ate some kind'f amerikan fud by myself, but 'twasn't last nite, when i ate mcyukyuk's by myself. dude, what the heck ever happened to the mcveggie?! dude, is there nuthin' healthy n' handheld @ mcyukyuk's these days? the chicken sandwiches r loaded w/ unhealthy mayo! well, i ate lunch, sorted thru mail n' then gloomily left to return to werk. oh yah, besides the 볶음밥 bokkeumbap, i also ate some ol' clementine oranges n' a li'l bit'f tostitos w/ some salsa. our house doesn't have much useful fud these days, as i mentioned. yah, that contributes to both my "low quality'f life" as well as my winter depression. lately, 4 some unknown reason, i'm receiving even less personal e.mail than usual. *shrug* maybe ppl r bizzy christmas $hopping. *shrug* maybe i need to go gro¢ery $hopping. i guess i would've liked to werkout in the gym during 2day's lunchbrk. i'm not 100% sure why i didn't. honestly, my legs r a li'l sore from taekwondo praktice on tues nite. in a way, it feels good to be sore cos i know i exercised. however, it's depressing that it took so li'l to make my legs sore. winter depression; man, i tell u! winter depression!
[later] i s'ppose i'm looking 4ward to the winter "break," the winter "shutdown." i'm looking 4ward to it. kaela n' i r s'pposed to go snowboarding on sat. well, shoot; i should be looking 4 ward to that! to get to kirkwood, i should take 580e to 205 to 5n to 4e to 99n to 88e. i've gotta 'member that: 580.205.5.4.99.88.
i've been w/o my pa1mone tungsten t5 4 almost a wk now. there's sumpthin' wrong w/ the repair process, n' i haven't been updated online w/ what's going on. just now, i called them, n' gave'em the ups tracking nombre that proves that they received it. *sigh* now, just gotta keep waiting. worst comes to worst, i s'ppose they owe me a new (refurbished) pa1mone tungsten t5. *sigh* neway, i definitely want my device back b4 the winter shutdown! i don't like being w/o my palm.
[later] last nite, i fell asleep, watching house of flying daggers. i was already really sleepytired when i tuned in, but i wanted to watch it. man, zhang ziyi's getting 'lots'f exposure these days, eh? i mean, w/ memoirs of a geisha n' all... i dunno, man; she might become the most popular n' most famous asian aktress in amerika, eh? do u think that's what she wants? as i sed in earlier entries 'bout 권보아 kwon boa, it's not necessarily the most important thing to be popular in amerika. 4got u not the cheesy 1980s alphaville tune "big in japan." in a way that describes boa's situation: maybe it's better 4 her to be popular in japan than in amerika. how old is the movie house of flying daggers? the 1st movie i saw w/ zhang ziyi was crouching tiger, hidden dragon, rt?
as i sed a li'l while 'go; i'm lookin' 4ward to the "holiday shutdown." when i get stressed_out@werk.com, i sometimes think 'bout our hawaii trip (this past oktober) n' how relaxing the environment was there.
[a li'l later] i think i'm mostly recovered from my laryngitis. man, i feel like i hadn't been sick in such a disabling way since my fud poisoning in the early autumn. it really sucked not being able to talk.
[a li'l later] even tho' i look 4ward to the holiday shutdown when i get stress_out@werk.com, i shouldn't depend on it being the answer to nething. even tho' i have great, great memories from our hawaii trip; it obviously had it's stressful pts such as trying to book activities, getting seasick, finding parking, navigating thru bizzy streets in the touristy area; no doubt! the only answer to life's probs is jesus. i gotta say that last nite, being @ berean christian bookstore made me feel more relaxed. however, even that's just an earthly building made by man. it's not perfekt. 4 example, just think 'bout how i mentioned the overabundance'f republikan propaganda 4 sale. nuthin' on earth or 'least of earth's perfekt, rt? no person, place, or thing. there's no person quite like jesus, no place quite like heaven, n' nuthin' else as good as god's pure love.