금요일 오후 fri afternoon: labour day wknd starts 2day or whatever. i guess u could say it starts whenever u get off werk 2day. 2day, 4 lunch, my cowerkers went to sneha indian buffet 'gain cos it was some1's b.day. i eat 2 much these days n' don't get 'nuff exercise! >:-( i don't like that @ all.
[later] last nite, the beautiful kaela hwang n' i skipped taekwondo sparring praktice. i guess part'f that was cos i didn't feel so well. i feel like that was cos'f the rotten lunch i ate, but i dunno. i s'ppose kaela pted out that didn't make sense, that i couldn't possibly have gotten fud poisoning cos i didn't really show symptoms. neway, maybe i just had a hard day. instead'f going to taekwondo praktice, we tried to take sooni to the watson dog park. we found our way to watson park but didn't find the dog park. :-? *shrug* i dunno where it is, but online research insists that its there somewhere. watson park's located near e. taylor n' 22nd st. when we arrived, we saw lots'f chicano guys playing soccer, very serious soccer. we walked 'round the park w/ sooni. then we walked the adjacent empire gardens elementary skool. afterwards, we went to look 4 fud, n' i really needed to go pee. since i was so pressed 4 time cos i needed to pee, i was forced to go to santana row, knowing that we'd find an outdoor restaurant that'd love sooni n' a bathroom. (i mean... we'd find a restaurant n' a bathroom.) *sigh* we went to consuelo. we ate 2 much. i dunno why. it was very stoopid to eat so much. i mean, the fud was good; but we really didn't need to have so much'f it, n' *sigh* *shrug* it's not good. we had this caesar salad type dish, this stuffed portabello hongo dish, this scallop hacha dish, this green chili mole chicken dish... that's 4 things. we didn't need to eat so much. >:-( i was so stuffed. we walked 'round santana row in amazement'f how not crowded it was 4 a thurs nite. weird. i dunno what's going on. 2day, i wondered if it's cos ppl didn't go out on thurs nite cos they left 4 vakation over this 3.day wknd. *shrug*
so what's up? *shrug* no 1's signed the newest version'f my gbook, huh?
i dunno. i'm not unhappy these days, but i feel like i'm not as happy as i should be, n' that it's my own d@mn fault, u know? like, i feel i must be taking life 4 granted, etc. *shrug* prob'ly... basikally, i feel really "blah" lately, n' i s'ppose i don't like that. by "blah," i don't mean that i feel down or depressed; no. i'm not depressed. i just don't feel that much in either direktion. like, i'm not sad but not really that happy, but i should be. i should be joyous. [quite a bit later but still afternoon] i guess i have this nervous feeling inside my heart that i don't like. i really dunno what it is.