"taking you back to the old school ...
cos i'm an old fool who's so cool..."
old plan files!
"sorry, i'm not home right now, i'm walking into spider webs. so leave
a message, and i'll call you back!"
the fall semester progresses... time is flowing. i am looking at the
streamline picture and using bernoulli's equation to find the pressure at
some point down the road. i have a bigtime eecs 100 examination tomorrow,
but i am finding it difficult to study. i am restless... i must do
well... i must remain calm... as i type, my computer is playing
hyperoids... it thinks i am playing, but no! i am typing a .plan file! ha
ha ha! tricked you, computer! i skipped taekwondo practice tonite.
hrm... i do not want to skip too much taekwondo cos do i not want to get
my black belt by next summer? it takes hard work, boku no tomodachi.
come watch the national collegiate taekwondo championships at harmon gym
on november 16, 1996! it will be fun! come buy some hot dogs, too!
for fall 1996: me 102a, eecs 100, me 106, and anthropology 160
for spring 1997: me 102b, me 107a, me 109, me 135 (bingo! i win!)
i really don't think it gets any better than this
vanilla smile
and a gorgeous strawberry kiss!
birds sing we swing
clouds drift by and everything is like a dream
it's everything i wished
--from "mint car" by the cure
From tobyj@uclink.berkeley.edu Fri Jul 12 06:05:18 1996
Date: Wed, 3 Jul 1996 23:40:08 -0700 (PDT)
From: Tobias Tsei Ming Jaw
To: "beno yay! burdy! yay! :)beno (bernard lloyd hwang)"
Cc: mourning dove people ,
cats@uclink2.berkeley.edu, embryo@uclink.berkeley.edu,
ericolaf@uclink2.berkeley.edu, haigler@uclink.berkeley.edu,
hello@uclink.berkeley.edu, Ivy Yu ,
hlamb@uclink2.berkeley.edu, Jarvis Mak ,
kngsimon@uclink.berkeley.edu, parked@uclink.berkeley.edu,
rshieh@uclink3.berkeley.edu, Stanford Kwang ,
tobyj@uclink.berkeley.edu, vincent1@uclink.berkeley.edu,
vko@sdcc13.ucsd.edu
Subject: beno & vivian....
__ __
sittin' in a tree.... / \ / \
| b.h. |
\ + /
\ v.p. /
\ /
\/
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
love,
toby
page beno: 510.297.6244
finger beno: beno@ocf.berkeley.edu
visit beno: http://www.ocf.berkeley.edu/~beno
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march 9, 1997
i work for the east bay municipal utility district. you can call me at
510.287.1157 or fax me at 510.287.1352. please drink east bay mud water.
thank you for your support.
remember! http://www.ocf.berkeley.edu/~beno
"to the sky"
by the cure
one perfect morning i was all alone
listening to the blaze of summer
drifting, i was falling, i was floating in a golden haze
breathing in the sky-blue sun of memories of other days
and in my dreams i was a child
flowers in my mouth and in my eyes
and i was floating through the colours of the sky
up to the stars and angels
up, up, up to heaven
up, up, up forever
turning in my prime i looked down on a lake
traced upon the water there i saw your face
descending with redemption of the times we've shared
pushed down ever then up into the sky
and in my dreams i was a child
flowers in my mouth and in my eyes
and i was floating through the colours of the sky
up to the stars and angels
up, up, up to heaven up, up, up forever
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hello, my name is bernard. you can call me beno. and please do talk
request me or send me a message because i am probably doing something
stoopid. but sometimes, i am downloading guitar music, so it will take me
longer to respond to any talk requests. but please wait! :)
oh yeah: jarvis c. mak is cool cos he mentioned
me in his old plan... not anymore... but he is still cool. mail him now!
and just like jarvis, i love you all!!!!!!
finger beno@ocf.berkeley.edu to get more of me.
many matches for ``beno'' in real names.
"i don't want to take advice from fools. i just figured everything is
cool." -- gin blossoms
a new semester: i want to study hard, get a 4.0 gpa, learn more and more
about the world of mechanical engineering, organise the time i spend with
friends, practice lots of taekwondo, workout in the r.s.f. regularly, be
able to look back on the past week and say that i am happy about how i
spent my time, regret nothing, go to sleep earlier, wake up early... all
sorts of good stuff....
i was up late tonite, the nite before school starts... insomnia... but
now i am sleepy... well, i am so thankful to be a real cal engineering
student again. and i want to thank all my friends for helping hang in
there... after all, you played a big part in my wanting to stay at cal
to study engineering instead of leaving cal to study somewhere else,
especially to be around those of you at cal... well, i hope this all
makes sense, cos i am sleepy now...
woo woo! yay burdy yay!
beeper number: 510.297.6244
finger me at beno@ocf.berkeley.edu
many matches for ``beno'' in real names.
sorry, i'm not home right now, so leave a message at the tone. i'm
walking in the spider webs, you bet! so summer is really here, and life
is really good. but let us not lose our heads. life is life. that is
how it will always be. what did i say? if life is ever so good that you
would not want to die, then life is not worth living. i need to keep my
life in its proper perspective.
math 110.
page beno: 510.297.6244
finger beno: beno@ocf.berkeley.edu
visit beno: http://ocf.berkeley.edu/~beno
as i am always telling my good friends, the beginning of summer presents
us students with great hopes, ambition, renewed motivation, endless
opportunites, and acres of freedom. so please, please, please visit me in
san jose!!!!!
well, i do not know what i shall do with the month i have before summer
school, i am rather confused. honestly, i am really torn between spending
time with family and spending time with friends. i sorta wish summer
school would just start, so i could just spend time with mathematics 110.
today, i sat with vinnie, eric, and hyung on a bench near sproul. i
watched pigeons and sparrows. it made me wish i had a doughnut hole for a
belly button, then i would take my shirt off and show it off. in any
case, you have all heard my theories about sparrow and pigeon behaviour,
but i wondered today: <<which am i?>> a good question for you
to ponder.
my mother will not let me cook anymore. i had two frozen marie
callender's dinners today for lunch and dinner. the sweet and sour
chicken was actually okay, not chinese or anything, but tasty. come to
think of it, all i ate today were those! shoot! but i had banana bread
and some cookie things from wall berlin.
and so i spend my days and nites worrying whether i shall be here next
semester. what if dean schwarz kicks my butt right back out of berkeley?
that is the reason my mother will not let me cook anymore. after
listening to me whine about my grades for a week, she has gotten fed up.
but how can i sit at home and watch chinese tv all nite? i do not even
understand chinese! after all, as a taiwanese-american, i am one of
berkeley's 2301 "other asians." if they kick me out, take one down pass
it around, 2300 "other asians" on the wall!
please contact me asap!!!!!
san jose address: 6616 mt wellington dr
san jose ca 95120.1942
san jose phone: 408.268.1395
fax & private phone: 408.268.5929 (back in service!)
berkeley address: 2520 hillegass ave #218
berkeley ca 94704.2901
berkeley phone: 510.841.3358
pager: 510.297.6244
email: beno@uclink.berkeley.edu
beno@ocf.berkeley.edu <----finger it!
internet: http://www.ocf.berkeley.edu/~beno
anyway, come visit me in san jose! call me, page me... do something!
have a good summer! and have fun!
---
"cool kids never have the time."
- smashing pumpkins' "1979"
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anyway, i am back in berkeley now! life is better than ever. let me tell
you! math 110. come do some proofs with me sometime! :)
it is still spring break sorta, very late in the nite. i suppose now is a
good time to make a new .plan file since we only have five weeks left of
school; i have had the same .plan file since the beginning of this
semester. well, it all still applies! of course i am still very thankful
to be at berkeley studying mechanical engineering. and of course i am
very thankful for all the friends i have here and elsewhere. but i
suppose many things happen in the course of a semester. oh yes! good
things! yes yes! things things things... if i ever fix up my web page,
then a .plan file will not be so significant; but until then, this is my
only way to express myself to everyone on the net. anyway, things happen?
did that sound too emphatic? makes you worry? oh, then i am very sorry.
or did i get you too excited. in any case, no no no... chill. sit back.
i can tell you the story of my life if you want. life is life. oh, yes
there is so much more, and i am glad to share on nites like tonite.
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"it's so easy to laugh. it's so easy to hate. it takes strength to be
gentle and kind." -- from the smiths' "i know it's over"
this quote was part of my senior yearbook quote. so three years later, i
am still thinking about it? sheesh... well, i see so much attitude
everywhere, which is fine. but what is behind all that hard attitude?
nice people? i feel really good when i find emotion in the people around
me. if you gotta front and act tuff, that is fine. you gotta have
confidence to succeed and surpass the rest of this witless "generation x."
but it pleases me the most when i can see you open up. then i really know
that you are my friend. [and if you're not, you better watch yo' back,
fool! :)]
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"as much as you ever read the book is as much as you'll ever know. as
much as you ever bleed is as much as you'll ever grow. and all the things
you thought you knew, i guess you'll never know. you'll never know 'cause
you never know." -- from the jenny thing's "even if"
a bit about my life as a berkeley engineering student: i really appreciate
my professors this semester: chen, chopra, hatton, and horowitz. i can
honestly say that i have no bad professors this semester at all. all my
profs are nice people ready to help. and it feels good to walk to
etcheverry at 750a. :) now when am i going to graduate?
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"we are sensitive men. _not_ gay! just sensitive." -- tobias t. jaw
yes, edward s. park is a handsome man! ed park is an asuc senator!!!
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Bernard Lloyd Hwang University of California Berkeley
beno@uclink.berkeley.edu Mechanical Engineering
beno@ocf.berkeley.edu
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beeper #: 510.297.6244 (^^^very official looking, huh? capitals even!)
oh! i can write more?!?!?!?!?!
oh my... well, please finger me at beno@ocf.berkeley.edu for more info!
so scared! since spring break, i have been so lazy and lethargic! oh
my... my grades are scaring me! oh my... i cannot wait for life to
return to normal. i mean, i like studying and wish i could do it as much
as i did before spring break. okay! fine! you think i am a nerd, huh?
well, so are you! cos you are on email!!!!!
many matches for ``beno'' in real names.
sorry, i'm not home right now, i'm walking in the spider webs. so leave a
message at the tone, you bet! so summer is really here, and life is really
good. but let us not lose our heads. life is life. that is how it will
always be. what did i say? if life is ever so good that you would not
want to die, then life is not worth living. i need to keep my life in its
proper perspective. and math 110 needs its proper place in my summer.
as i was telling toby's telephone answering device, life can get really
good now or get really bad. but of course, i shall only let the first
happen. i find no good reason to want to live a miserable life on this
earth.
for fall 1996: me 134, me 102a, eecs 100, me 106.
so i am hoping that math 110 really does equip me to take on the world of
automatic controls as my friend sam bae kept telling me. hrm... prove
this, prove that... boy, this brainhurt better do me some good!
i really don't think it gets any better than this
vanilla smile
and a gorgeous strawberry kiss!
birds sing we swing
clouds drift by and everything is like a dream
it's everything i wished
--from "mint car" by the cure
From tobyj@uclink.berkeley.edu Fri Jul 12 06:05:18 1996
Date: Wed, 3 Jul 1996 23:40:08 -0700 (PDT)
From: Tobias Tsei Ming Jaw
To: "beno yay! burdy! yay! :)beno (bernard lloyd hwang)"
Cc: mourning dove people ,
cats@uclink2.berkeley.edu, embryo@uclink.berkeley.edu,
ericolaf@uclink2.berkeley.edu, haigler@uclink.berkeley.edu,
hello@uclink.berkeley.edu, Ivy Yu ,
hlamb@uclink2.berkeley.edu, Jarvis Mak ,
kngsimon@uclink.berkeley.edu, parked@uclink.berkeley.edu,
rshieh@uclink3.berkeley.edu, Stanford Kwang ,
tobyj@uclink.berkeley.edu, vincent1@uclink.berkeley.edu,
vko@sdcc13.ucsd.edu
Subject: beno & vivian....
__ __
sittin' in a tree.... / \ / \
| b.h. |
\ + /
\ v.p. /
\ /
\/
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
love,
toby
page beno: 510.297.6244
finger beno: beno@ocf.berkeley.edu
visit beno: http://ocf.berkeley.edu/~beno
this compilation is incomplete!!!! more to come!
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